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Star Stuff

We are vessels — the universe is in us
The pulse of story, the soft hums of labor and love
Free from the shackles of space and time

But science works on the frontier of knowledge and ignorance
Some claim evolution is just a theory
It’s also a soaring spiritual experience
And the cosmos reveal that all life on Earth is one

So what can natural selection do operating over billions of years?
What is the life expectancy of a civilization?
Are there any mementos from when the Earth was born?
Or is it possible that life came to Earth as a hitchhiker?

There seems to be a mysterious force in the universe
We call it “dark energy”
But age and size of the cosmos are written in light
And the design in the stars, is the same in our hearts —

I know this sounds crazy, but —
this story is about you… me… your dog
Written in the a language that all life can read
the ancient scripture of our genetic code
All of it cooked in the fiery hearts of long-vanished stars

And yet — the Universe is under no obligation to make sense to us.

Berlin, Germany 


time is irrelevant. 

In another time, maybe my soul will become a different person, maybe it will end in hell, perhaps take another shape, I am very uncertain about the life after the one I am given now.. but I believe with all my heart, that it will always search for yours. Even in past lives, I am so sure of myself that we were soulmates, created for the sake of each other. And so whatever comes after this, I take comfort knowing it will be with you. A pair of irreversibly entwined souls for eternity. 

It still could not be enough time for me, to feel like I’ve had enough of you.


Do I dare disturb the Universe?


I have become quite interested in how my current state of mind effects how I filter the past. Prescribing myself corrective lenses — being able to view in a different light. 
It might be my favourite paradox, as a writer — knowing I can’t change the past, but being able to change how I feel about it. 
As a result, I’ve become a time traveler of my own writings, jumping back in time and reliving moments I thought I’d forgotten, feelings I thought lost forever more. 

How wrong I was. But it’s very peculiar to know I am feeling something from the past, and realizing it isn’t how I feel presently. 

Remembering emotions is tricky business. Often times, confusing. I’ve had to navigate through what’s real now, and what was my reality then. 

Some things, however, never change. And I’m quickly learning that the people and places and passions I held dear then, are what I treasure now. 

Timeless, love. 

I am under the impression that change is the only constant in life. But I’m beginning to wonder and question, what if love is the constant, and change merely the dependent variable? 

All I can truly know — I love sunsets more and more with each passing rotation of the universe. 



12th of December, 2011

Dear Self, 

1. You have come a long way from the person you were, to the person you are now. Keep growing and keep learning.. there is still much change to take place, and many new things to still experience. And remember to stay patient, I promise, it will all be worth it. 

2. You deserve to be loved in the most extravagant way ever. So remember to also return that love to others. Family, friends, strangers.. let them all feel it. Because as much pain as you’ve been through, love was always there to guide you back to happiness. Remember that, because I know sometimes you like to give up on love. But don’t worry, it won’t ever give up on you. 

3. You have a lot of potential to be an amazing individual that can do great things. I know you get bored easily, but keep at it with all your mind and heart. Laziness is unattractive and you are a person of passion. But all of that will be a waste if you keep holding it off. Don’t be scared to be successful, and don’t let failure stop you from achieving your goals. You have big dreams, the world needs you to achieve them. Also, remember to love what you’re doing, and just fuck what everyone else says about it. And yes, you’re only young once.. but that isn’t an excuse to not always be the best you can be. You were given all your talents for a reason, make good use of them. Remember why you’re doing all of this, you made this decision so don’t back out now, because this isn’t just about you anymore, in fact, it never has been. 

4. You need to start taking more chances and being more risky. You have become far too comfortable with your daily routine. There are still so many more people to meet and experiences to be had. Whether they are good or bad, it doesn’t matter. It still all needs to happen, and you need to understand that. I know everything right now is going wonderful for you, and you think the way to keep it that way is to do the same thing over and over again. That’s boring, and you for one, have never been boring. So do me a favor, stay interesting. Do the impossible.. or at least, find new possibility in each opportunity. 

5. You can’t always fix everything, so stop trying. Some things were never broken to begin with. And even though you might not agree, or are too stubborn to admit that things can and will be out of your control, it will always be this way. Also, stop being so closed with the people that love you most. Having strength isn’t always about being strong, because it is okay to be vulnerable. Because remember, even you like people who are real and honest with themselves.

6. Lastly, you are the most forgetful person you know. So remember to keep writing. Everything, write it down. Ideas, thoughts, dreams, goals, poetry, stupid jokes, memories, dates, names.. write it all down, so you won’t forget all the things that have made your life so beautiful.